I admit . . . I’m never exactly sure what I’m doing.
I admit . . . I meddle, but always with good intentions . . . even if they end up turning sour.
I admit . . . I still want to leave here . . . as comfortable as its become, its not my home.
I [...]
Archive for April, 2009
I Admit
Posted in Life, tagged Life on April 17, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
she
Posted in Life, tagged Anger, Fear, Life, molestation, Rape, shame, silence on April 15, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
she wanted more than anything in the world
to believe they would protect her
but gave up,
after one sorry attempt,
at giving them a chance to
she always told herself
she couldn’t tell anyone else
to get support, to be believed
was more than she deserved
when she’s the one who let it happen
she’s read all about herself
in everything from the pamphlets at [...]
. . .
Posted in Life, tagged Life, Wonder on April 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Goodbye Orion
Posted in Life, tagged Goodbye, Hope, Life on April 6, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
i am laying on my back in the middle of the gravel road
under the stars
i am watching Orion slowly slip around the edge [...]
weakness
Posted in Life, tagged Fear, Life, Nightmares, Rape on April 5, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
blood in my mouth, bitten cheek
my mind lets go while I sleep
I see him there, behind my eyes
nothing between us but a young girl’s lies
a skyfull of my words–
little black ink birds
flitting wrong and right
in and out of sight
I made them with my hands
keeping time with falling sands
in the hour glass I shattered
because I thought time didn’t matter
Me, Myself
Posted in Life, tagged Introspection, Life, Rape, Self on April 2, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
“Do not waste your time, trying to get
back what was taken.” -The Offspring
He wouldn’t let me go . . .
so I let me go . . .
escaped myself
and started fresh
until I missed me
and started searching
in vain
[...]
A Room of One’s Own
Posted in Life, tagged Life, Poetry, Writing on April 2, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I climbed Jacob’s Ladder in search of
I hardly knew what
and found a quiet Room of My Own
the [...]